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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Why has everything got to be bad for me. this is what it means .... hmm.. havn't been very "well-off" lately. nothing seems to be agreeing with me, and every little stupid thing seems to be going against me... in school...in home....when with my friends....cca....so on. and e.g is like every move i make is so dumb that it can backfire, thats just one thing, the more serious thing is that the consequences aren't that nice...dun want to spill it all out so if ya really wan to know, talk to me. even as i write out this article,passage, whateva u call it, i am so unhappy, stressed, uptight, ..........i am trapped in my own thoughts and i just wanna be free to be happy, cheerful... but i can't, i just wanna explode the pressure is so great. i tell myself to lay all of my burdens down at Jesus's feet and then i can be free bud somethimes, like the situations i'm in now, i find it sooo hard just to lets go of my problems and troubles....i duno why, they all jus stay in my head torturing me mentally, maybe i need to talk to somebody.. maybe i need to relan....or maybe i should just turn to god-which i guess is the best thing to do...well all i can do is hope for the best:). Are you just not willing, Or am I just not good enough 12:03 AM
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